Ok, I am tired tonight so off to bed early.
I find myself pissed off at Andre. Don’t know how I am going to cuss him out yet.
I will sleep another day on it to see where or how I want to handle it being usually I leap b4 I jump. This time I will be in control with everything.
I don’t know if I want him in my life anymore.
He has needy ways that are just not full feeling my needs. Sounds one sided but really its not. If I were to go into detail you would understand.
None the less I am off to bed or something. Maybe watch a movie.
Oh, I have also been chatting to this one guy online. Not sure what I make of it yet but I am thinking of taking in a movie with him. He seems innocent enough.
Geesh, we shall see. I am letting him call me right now. He has mentioned the movies but, heck all I want to do is NOT surround myself with someone who is not worth my time.
I really have to get over this hump. I am being too picky and am being too hard to get and all I want is to be had. (sorta) oh well I explain later.
Sleep is eating the brain so I am off.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
Explaining Myself, yet not...
I have not posted in a while on this site but still love the blog itself.
I am posting today though because, by accident, I blurted out my user name to someone to whom I have not ever mentioned this user name to. "ShimmeringDew" is or was my private name I use around the net to keep things simple and mysterious for myself.
If some one was to happen upon me and knew me, than so be it. But other than that, this name to a very select few is rarely given out.
None the less - This is my personal space and if said person which is a "he" happens to run across this page. Understand that when you go looking for something, you just may find it something else you don't like.
It is my feelings at the time so, again sorry if you happen across and read about things I may mention about you or others. BUT - you were looking and well I guess you hit the jackpot ---- here or other places I have.
None the less no apologies, just stating that this is my own space and well if your reading it. Than you just are.
Its nothing I lie about or haven't said in passing. Just sometimes reading things can come out harsher than it going in one ear and out the other.
Just my thoughts.
Have a wonderful night all and g'night!
I am posting today though because, by accident, I blurted out my user name to someone to whom I have not ever mentioned this user name to. "ShimmeringDew" is or was my private name I use around the net to keep things simple and mysterious for myself.
If some one was to happen upon me and knew me, than so be it. But other than that, this name to a very select few is rarely given out.
None the less - This is my personal space and if said person which is a "he" happens to run across this page. Understand that when you go looking for something, you just may find it something else you don't like.
It is my feelings at the time so, again sorry if you happen across and read about things I may mention about you or others. BUT - you were looking and well I guess you hit the jackpot ---- here or other places I have.
None the less no apologies, just stating that this is my own space and well if your reading it. Than you just are.
Its nothing I lie about or haven't said in passing. Just sometimes reading things can come out harsher than it going in one ear and out the other.
Just my thoughts.
Have a wonderful night all and g'night!
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