What can become of them can be a nightmare.
Between yesturday and today my daughter has surprised me and hurt me and is on a downward spiral.
I just hope that god is there to meet her at the end.
I am at a loss and no not what to do.
This is all so devistating - painful - scary -
I would rather now that god make his precense and take the world now, his coming has been much talked about. Just wish the coming of him was now.
Lord help her and me.
I am blind and helpless.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Friday, April 22, 2005
Gmail - Googles new betta email source....WANT ONE???
I got a gmail account and just wanted to let others know that I have been given the permission to hand out 50 accounts. So, if your interested in having a gmail account and trying them out then leave me a message and I will send the invite to gmail so that you can enjoy their emailing service. It is quite nice :)
By signing up you will end up with 50 to hand out also. I think I seen them going on ebay for like 50 dollars - haha - that is crazy!
None the less i have them and am willing to spread the joy so just let me know.
By signing up you will end up with 50 to hand out also. I think I seen them going on ebay for like 50 dollars - haha - that is crazy!
None the less i have them and am willing to spread the joy so just let me know.
Monday, April 04, 2005
Migraine Sanity - there is none
Again today I woke up with a horrible migraine! This is the second set of them that I have had in a 7 days time.
I thought it would be done yesturday and I could possibly enjoy my day off today. BUT NO LUCK.
I am filling up on medz and keeping noise, lights and movement to a minimum.
Wanted to go walking today but may not be able to as it takes so much energy from me just trying to fight the migraine off.
Thank god a co worker worked for me today. I would have had to come home early. Or maybe really not have made it to work at all. I usually try and work through my episodes but most time it gets so bad that it makes me vomit most of the day long. Today I am lucky, so far nothing that bad. Just making me tired and very cranky as I cant get up and do the things I had planned to do today.
Gonna go lay back down in my bed. Rest my head, pop some more pills and hope to awake some what normal.
I thought it would be done yesturday and I could possibly enjoy my day off today. BUT NO LUCK.
I am filling up on medz and keeping noise, lights and movement to a minimum.
Wanted to go walking today but may not be able to as it takes so much energy from me just trying to fight the migraine off.
Thank god a co worker worked for me today. I would have had to come home early. Or maybe really not have made it to work at all. I usually try and work through my episodes but most time it gets so bad that it makes me vomit most of the day long. Today I am lucky, so far nothing that bad. Just making me tired and very cranky as I cant get up and do the things I had planned to do today.
Gonna go lay back down in my bed. Rest my head, pop some more pills and hope to awake some what normal.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Poking Fun
Ok, to be called to the office and be told that you have over time is one thing. Being told to not clock out a minute after 4:30 is another. But to be told to leave when I think is a good time to cut some than go on ahead. And then when I try to leave to cut 3 hours I get told not to.??????????
Yes, I was told not to leave work early when just a few hours before i was told to leave work to cut overtime. Is that contridicting or what???
I am a bit confused. None the less no worries for me "i have the overtime" just wish the manager would decide on what he really wants or not.
I feel he has been a little different lately. Not sure if it's his new up coming wedding or if he is just cracking the whip more lately do to something from the work side or from the personal side.??? In any matter I just see or feel a change in this manager that is confusing to me and others. Hmmmm....
Just like on inventory my manager tells me to shrink wrap a magazine. hmmmm...and why? I asked him what do you want me to do with this - he says shrink wrap it. Weird though, none of the same magazines are shrink wrapped but I do it anyway cause thats what the manager asked me to do!
Go figure!
None the less, this weirdness may tend to start rubbing off on me and make me sort of edgie. I am right now feeling I dont want to work the same shifts with the person anymore. Why, because I am feeling uncomfortable in the presence of uncertainty I guess.
Oh well go figure.
Yes, I was told not to leave work early when just a few hours before i was told to leave work to cut overtime. Is that contridicting or what???
I am a bit confused. None the less no worries for me "i have the overtime" just wish the manager would decide on what he really wants or not.
I feel he has been a little different lately. Not sure if it's his new up coming wedding or if he is just cracking the whip more lately do to something from the work side or from the personal side.??? In any matter I just see or feel a change in this manager that is confusing to me and others. Hmmmm....
Just like on inventory my manager tells me to shrink wrap a magazine. hmmmm...and why? I asked him what do you want me to do with this - he says shrink wrap it. Weird though, none of the same magazines are shrink wrapped but I do it anyway cause thats what the manager asked me to do!
Go figure!
None the less, this weirdness may tend to start rubbing off on me and make me sort of edgie. I am right now feeling I dont want to work the same shifts with the person anymore. Why, because I am feeling uncomfortable in the presence of uncertainty I guess.
Oh well go figure.
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